Wow.

Honestly, just when I thought the internet couldn't be anymore interesting, and that Facebook would rule the internet world, this happens.

I do have to say, so far, I'm impressed. When this comes out to everyone, it shall be very interesting to see what happens to other websites. Especially Facebook. Personally, I think Facebook will stay, but don't be surprised if you get more Wave event requests than you do Facebook. To the people that created Wave, congrats. So far, I love it, even though I know very little about it. I can't wait to see what happens when it comes out. It's been interesting to see how over the years the internet has changed our lives. I think this one will be for the better in so many ways. I personally like that you can work on projects from Wave. This will be really handy for a bunch of school projects, and especially when most students today are on the go, but are always carrying their laptops. Another thing that will be interesting to see how Wave works is with Smart Phones, and I'm especially intrigued with what this will do to the Blackberry. Someone told me way back when that Google wants to take over the internet world, well, I wouldn't be surprised if they don't.

The Other Christmas Gift

"Daddy! I want this!" I'm sure every father out there hates those words that come out of his little girl's mouth. I know, sometimes my own dad is a sucker for that. As long as those words don't come with an annoying whine or a frown. I don't know if many know this, but like every person that has a Blackberry, I am Blackberry obsessed person, a Crackberry user, if you will. But, my old Blackberry, is definitely feeling like it's getting old. I'll constantly have to pull out my battery. Let's just say, I think it's time for a new one. I'm purposely not wanting to get a new Blackberry, because I have heard and read several reports that Apple is coming out with an iPhone for Verizon. Which would be AMAZING. The only problem I honestly have is because I am a Mac user, I can't sync up my Blackberry with everything on my MacBook. Which sucks. Especially that one time when I lost all of my contacts. Needless to say, if all of those rumors are true about the iPhone, you can count me in that I will be buying an iPhone, the moment I hear about this. So, if whoever is reading this, if you know my father or mother and they ask if I know what I want for the Holiday, please tell them I plane ticket, hotel room, and money to go to New York with my best friend and then this Blackberry, the Blackberry Curve 8530.

Ahhh! I want to go SO bad!

You have no idea how badly I want to go to New York again! It's slowly driving me insane. The last time I went I was in the 8th grade! It has been five LONG years since I have been to this wonderful city! I could totally see myself living here for a couple of years, having a job and taking the subway. I sometimes consider myself a New Yorker at heart because I still haven't learned how to drive yet. I will though, because I need to. Anyways, this city is amazing. It's so full of life. I feel like in this city you will always learn something new. There's always something to discover. New art, new music, new places to shop, new places to eat, new everything. I guess it was properly named. It is literally a city that never sleeps and I think that's why I love it so much. The last time I went to this wonderful place was when I was in 8th grade because my friend Emily and I were OBSESSED with the musical Wicked. We even got to go backstage and see everything. Which was awesome. I got the bug of loving this city. Thankfully, I got to back a couple of months later for my school's East Coast trip. Now, it's been a while, and Manhattan, I miss you.

Ask me what I want for Christmas... go on, ask. Do you think it has something with New York? Well, I'll tell you. I want to go there for New Year's! I remember as a kid watching the ball drop and seeing crowds of people. In fact, if this happens I intend on following these rules. I want to be one of those crowd members. I want to just spend days with my best friend, Colleen and see museums, art galleries, read books, take the subway, see a Broadway musical (preferably, Bye Bye Birdie, but because I love that show), do some ridiculous tourist-y things, and just take up everything that this wonderful city has to offer. That's all I want for Christmas. Is to spend time with my best friend who has been there for me, who I never see because she's in a cow state in college.

Not much is going on here at home. The Santa Ana Winds have kicked up. Which, most people hate, but I personally love because it truly feels like winter. Right now, I am supposed to be cleaning and finding my cinema book, so I can read, but I personally like blogging, especially about two of my favorite cities! School is boring to be quite honest, I should probably start working on my research paper for my cinema class. I'm excited to research this topic because it's basically about Old Hollywood, which I am fascinated with. Can you tell I want to work in the Entertainment Industry? I am really content at college. I mean, I want to get out of there as soon as possible, but, at the same time, everything seems to be going well. Not to mention that Christmas is coming, which I get so excited about. This weekend is packed with things! On Friday, my friend Jeff is coming into town and I have to see a show for my Astronomy class, which I am excited about. Saturday will be filled with Synod Council and possibly a movie, but most likely research for my paper. Sunday will be church and the Messiah Sing A Long that I am in. Rehearsals have been intimating, thankfully, there are over 50 people, so I won't stick out! Now, to figure out where I can video chat with my best friend, Colleen and homework! Whoever said college was easy, was lying. It's hard maintaining school and a social life!

You've Got To Be Kidding Me...

My new favorite show this year happens to be Glee. This show is so witty. Personally, I love it. It makes the "rejects" in high school have some to understand with. Looking back on high school, which wasn't that long ago, I enjoyed my time there. Yes, there was drama, but what high school doesn't have their respected drama. Glee is so well put together. Personally, I think it's helping schools bringing out the arts which I love. I don't know if anyone knows this, but I went to a grammar school and high school that believed that the arts were important. And, they are. If it wasn't for the arts, I don't think I would have been able to have branch out as much. I found friends who had common interests as me, music. Watch an episode of Glee and you'll be hooked. This show is something for all ages. Trust me, my friend Jeni, Brian, and my mom all gather around the TV and watch this. I dare you to find something that you don't like about this show. Now for my you've got to be kidding part. There's only two episodes of Glee left this season. But when does the new season start, according to sources, Glee will be on a long hiatus. UNTIL APRIL 13, 2010. Bad move FOX. This show is the reason I turn on your station (minus So You Think You Can Dance). Are you really expecting people to be that enamored with Idol? I think not. American Idol is like Vanilla, something that we can always turn on and be amused. But, Glee, Glee on the other hand is that chocolate that we will always enjoy. What we come to week to week to see because we just can't get enough. We want to see what crazy thing Jane Lynch's character, Sue Sylvester or Amber Riley, Mercedes will belt out. You won't get that with Idol, Fox.

Being the Gleek, that I am, I read the blogs. When on one of the fan sites I come across a video where Cory Monetith explains that FOX doesn't allow the Glee kids to sing outside of Glee. Wow Fox! I understand why you do it, but then won't more people watch your show if they know that these people can sing on the spot? I guess not. Cory has done a great job so far with the show. He plays the football player, turned somewhat baby daddy, lead singer of the glee club. I'm sure working with Lea Michele and Matthew Morrison, both seasoned Broadway actors has to be intimidating. But, he has seriously held his own. I'm impressed with him and I can't wait to see what he ends up doing after Glee. I know he's certainly happy with all of the attention that he's been getting. It'll be interesting to see what his next job/project will be.

Another guy that I love on this show is Chris Colfer. He is brilliant. He's that stereotypical gay on TV, but has so many other layers that make him likable to anyone. I am so happy that FOX found him. Something that they actually did right. I guess the one thing that I like is that he's an out of the closet gay. Not to mention, that he likes his character. This show, during one episodes Kurt, comes out to his dad. Personally, I think the more this happens to TV, the easier it will be for more kids to come out to their parents, because it will be easier for parents to "accept" them. However, FOX seems to make Chris keep it on the DL that he's gay. I don't see that as a problem Chris, in fact, I'm happy that you embrace it. Check out this interview with Chris.

Well, I think this is enough Glee for some of you. But, seriously check this show out while you can. I think you'll really enjoy it.

Bad Romance?

My whole life I can remember being told to wear red or anything USC on the day of the USC-UCLA game. I remember hearing how USC was always the better team and that USC was a good school. My dad even used to have box seats to the games. Of course, when I became interested in going to the games, my dad got rid of them. Anyways, the USC-UCLA or Los Angeles Rivalry as the papers call it has always been a big deal. Whoever won would have their respected bragging rights until the next game happened the next year.

But have these rivalries gone to far? I mean look at the Bruin from UCLA, paint all over him. Red and gold. I mean granted, he was protected by a tarp, but still, that's not cool. Talk all the trash talk you want, but don't ruin someone's property. Well, it might have been a facelift, but still! That's not cool. I turned to my dad, a USC fan, and he laughed and said that's the fun of the fun this game. Excuse me?! You've got to be kidding me!

Honestly, I am a USC fan at heart. I will always root USC, but putting paint on The Bruin not cool. This rivalry always is fun though. My best friend Colleen, total UCLA fan. Yet, we're still friends. I guess rivalries are in is on our blood. She went to the biggest rival school's sister school of my high school, if that makes sense. So, we're used to it. However, the rival of my high school has done something maybe worse. I remember hearing way back when the a certain school did some not so nice things to our Virgin Mary statue... seriously? That's not right! They too, are a Catholic school, why would you do that to something that symbolizes your own religion. Needless to say rivalries can bring out the worst in people. Some people aren't even friends with others because of this rivalry. What do I have to say to this? It's a rivalry. It's all fun in games, but don't let it get too far, then it could just be bad.

Michelle Obama... what are you wearing?!

She looks like a Christmas present! Dear Mrs. Obama. I love you! I loved your dress that you wore at the Inaugural Ball and things that you wore during the Obama Campaign. I compared you to Jackie Kennedy, who in my book is the best First Lady (so far) that we have had. But, why oh why, must you wear this?! Your daughters look better than you! The sweater is cute, but that bow on your neck seriously needs to go away!

Now, I'm sure most of you don't know this but Jackie Kennedy was the first First Lady to put the Christmas Tree out in the White House Blue Room, that way people who were getting tours could see the tree.

Here's the full video of Mrs. O getting the tree with the girls. Also, notice one player getting a little to excited with the music... I betcha he's regretting playing that note now, since it's on YouTube...

I didn't know about this until today, that there's actually a contest for the tree that is put in the White House. If you would like to read more, check this out.

Happy Thanksgiving! :)

First of all, Happy Thanksgiving everyone! I hope you all (whoever you are) have a wonderful day filled with family, food, and friends.

I love love love this holiday! When I was little I would go up to my grandpa's house in Visalia, California and spend time with my mom's side of the family. My grandpa, being a true Italian man, my grandpa had every person in our family over. Each family of our family had their expected places to work. I don't remember what ours did, I think we made the yams because that's the only thing that I'm good at, but my Aunt Michelle would make amazing pies and my cousins and I would make pie crust cookies. Everyone in the family felt like they were bringing something to the table. Here's a photo of my grandpa and I when I was little gathering some flowers for the table. This is honestly my favorite holiday! It is true about family and friends and the blessings that we have to be in everyone's lives.

Looking back on this holiday always seem to be a little sad. I miss my grandpa terribly. It's been three long years since his death and for some reason, this year I have cried even more than the others. In fact, I cried today thinking about the Thanksgivings up at his beautiful craftsman house made out of redwood. As I get older it made me realize the traditions that I have and what I want to bring to the table when I have a family. I'm sure like every other girl, thinking about having a family during the holidays is normal. I know, like my grandpa, I want a big house with all of my family over from far and wide to come and celebrate being together.

I love my family, even though, at times I want to slap them upside the head and wonder what the hell they are doing. But, in the end, they are your family. They will always be there for you no matter what.

I guess one thing that seems to be different this year is college. I mean, I love college right now, I have some great friends and I love it. However, some of my old friends are home right now. Which is nice, don't get me wrong, but also a little different. I'm so used to all of my friends being home for the holidays and not having to schedule visits, it would just happen. Now, there seems to be a time frame for some of them. I know that there's only a selected amount of time to see them. I just can't call them up next week and see if they want to hang out at Panera and then go see a movie. I love that my friends from high school are home. For some, it's hanging out like old times, and for others, I know that both of us have had good intentions of keeping in touch with each other, but school and life seem to get in the way. Is this what it is going to be like in the real world? Only having selected times where you can see your friends that you have known for years? If so, it's a good thing we're practicing now.

About two months ago, I couldn't wait to see my friends from high school. In fact, I was counting down the days. Now, it's deciding to go to your alma mater's high school game or hang out with friends from college at a concert? Don't get me wrong, I love my high school and all of my friends, but I can't just keep on living my life as if I was in high school. I have to keep building my friendships with the other people that I have in college. There has to be a happy medium between the two. Here's the thing: I know my friends and my relationships with them. I know that I love them very much and I am so thankful to have them in my life. And to be quite honest, it doesn't matter if I met them 14 years ago or 14 minutes ago. All I know is that these people make my life richer.

And that's what Thanksgiving is all about, understanding what you are thankful for. This year I am thankful for all of my friends, family and loved ones. I hope you all have a blessed holiday.

change?

New York City. Manhattan. Everyone should go there at least once in their lifetime. I miss it so much! I would honestly go back there in a heart beat. If I had enough money, I would just leave everything and move here. Only talk to the people that I wanted to. Just tell the people that I want to be in my life where I am and start COMPLETELY over. Don't worry, I still love LA... and for the most part I will probably live here and die here. But apart of me just wants to get away. Just drop off of the whole West Coast and start over. I always wanted a chance to start over. Yes, I somewhat got that in college, but I want a chance to not be attached to girls from high school that act like middle schoolers, or not have any obligations to family. I want to wake up and live my life. I can't do that in LA. Part of me feels clogged up here. I mean, I guess it would be different if I drove, because then I could go out on my own and explore the city that I call home. But part of me, just wants to run away with my cell phone, credit card, some clothes, my camera and my laptop and find a new place. I don't know where this is coming from at all. I'm not one to want to go off and start a new adventure... but I just want a HUGE positive change in my life and I honestly don't think it's anywhere here in LA. I want to go off and work. Honestly, I would much rather be working in an office and not sitting in a classroom. I remember the first time my mom took me to work, I loved it. Maybe, it's just when you work, it doesn't really matter where you come from, just how you get the job done. I guess, it's the same at school, but it's really not. I would like to say it is, but it isn't. If you're from some private school that is known to have rich kids, everyone labels you with that. If you do well or participate in class the nice pretty boy comes and sits next to you and pretends to be interested in what you are saying, when in reality he couldn't careless. I'm so torn with school and wanting to work. I want to get out of the Valley as much as I love it. I want to start completely over. AND, I mean, completely over. I want someone to say my name without saying that I'm friends with so and so. I want someone to hear of my high school and have no idea where it is and could careless. I want to get away... end of story. Now, the questions are where, how and why do I want to go and get there.

I'm excited

Not going to lie, one of my guilty pleasures is Perez Hilton. I know, it's sleazy, but he's so witty! I usually read his website when I get home, just to unwind, or in class if I can't focus. However, there was something that made me quite giddy when I saw what he had posted. For school, my sophomore year, we had to read Fences. I actually liked the book, I think it was because I really enjoyed my teacher as well. Anyways, as I looking at Perez's site I see this. Now, I am usually not a huge fan of movie stars coming to Broadway and doing shows, but, I actually think Denzel will do a good job. Let's hope. I can't wait to see it, I guess I'll just have to come out to New York and check it out.

Gosh, I just want to finish college and get a job in the heart of LA or New York...

Don't Worry! I'm alive!

Hey all!

Not that anyone really reads this anyways, I just wanted to tell you that I am still alive and well! I have huge post coming soon about what I've been up to, and also maybe even a new blog as well! You see soon! Right now, I have to papers that need to be done before 6pm and it's 3:30 right now! I have tomorrow off and I've purposely set aside sometime to make sure that I will blog! I hope all is well with you!

Love always,
Courtney

Hello College!

So, I know that it has been FOREVER since I have posted. I know, college has slowly taken over my life, especially because I'm carrying 17 units! BIG MISTAKE! But, that shouldn't matter, especially when I promised myself that I would blog everyday.

COLLEGE. It's that one thing that all ex-high school seniors look forward to. I know I was. I had high expectations, I always do. I thought that I would make friends instantly, and maybe even find a cute guy to like that would maybe turn into something more. Man, was I wrong. Not going to lie, my first couple weeks at Valley were terrible. I found myself crying every night wishing to go back to ND. Which, was something I definitely did not want to admit. Everything at ND was easier. See, the thing is I came from a middle school where half of my 8th grade class went on to ND, so, basically all of my friends were already at the school that I was at. I didn't have to worry about making new friends because I was the only one from my school. Valley was completely different. My closest friends had left to go to colleges out of state or far away from home. I was all alone. Yes, there were some people from ND that were going to Valley, but it wasn't the same. They had their interests and I had mine. So, for the first time in my life, I knew absolutely no one. Thankfully, now, I have some amazing friends that are there for me all the time.

I'm 19 now! I guess, I need to change my headline now, because I'm not 18, but I am still learning. Looking back on it, I expected my 18th birthday to be something great and amazing. I wanted it to be a chance for me to be with all of my friends and celebrate my friendships. And honestly, that's the way I look at birthdays, I don't see them as something to celebrate me and how I have affected people, I see it as something that celebrates the people that you have in your life, because we all know that we definitely don't want to not touch someone's life. My 19th birthday was great. Before dinner, I went to church to go to handbell rehearsal were I saw all of my church friends, which was really nice. These girls are all practically family, so to celebrate with them at rehearsal was great. I had a wonderful birthday dinner with friends and family at this new restaurant that I fell in love with after rehearsal. Then, my friends and I met up to go bowling, which ended up not happening, so we went back home and had Yummy Cupcakes.

Now, I'm really just enjoying school. The next thing on my list of things to do is finally get my permit again so I can get my driver's license. Then, I will finally feel like an actual adult, assuming my parents let me have one of their cars... In fact, one of the reasons I want it is because I am so sick and tired of my mom driving me around. And, I know that this is going to sound bad, but I am sick and tired of my mom. I honestly don't know why. It just seems that everything for the most part that she says and does is just plain annoying. It actually hurts me that our relationship is breaking, but I feel like she's not doing anything to change it. I think she still sees me as a 5 year old, or wants to at least. However, my relationship with my dad is amazing. He basically trusts me with anything and I know that he always has my back. I guess that's probably the biggest thing that bugs me with my mom, that she doesn't let me fall or mess up, she wants to help me along the way. My dad on the other hand, will let me do what I need to do, and if I need help, he knows that I will ask. I'm sure as a mom it's hard to let your only daughter grow, but the thing is, every single time she tries to pull me in, she ends up making me want to push away. Anyways, enough about my mom.

Overall, everything has been good. This weekend, I'm headed out for Texas for my 2nd cousin's wedding. I'm probably going to bring the laptop, so expect some posts! I'm hoping to connect up with my friend Cassie as well, who goes to school out in Austin, so we will see!

Thanks for reading this, whoever you are. :)