update... pondering about things.

i haven't updated in a while and i feel like i should. haha. well, not much has been going on in my life, just school, school, and oh, wait more school.  is it weird that i am ready to leave and move onto a new chapter of my life. i feel more grown up now, but, i feel like high school is pushing me back. who knows. 

this week honestly, has been a boring week.  not much has gone on. i've just been going to school and dealing with this stupid ping pong tournament at school. i just don't understand why our ASB teacher tells me to do my job when there are other people not doing theirs; at least have everyone on the same level. oh well, only several more weeks and i'm out. thank goodness. i don't know what i am doing friday night. i really want to go to the st. francis fair. saturday, i have the fashion show for school... no, i'm not in it. i really look forward to it though. my mom and i always have a wonderful time. 

i think the whole reason that i'm done with school is because i want all of the fun things to happen. for example, prom, grad night and everything else. i'm just done. yes, the senioritis epidemic has reached me. 

oh, and the last thing i wanted to comment on. so, one of my friends' friend (well, actually they are no longer friends) posted a video about her. really? has that what this world has come down to? why can't you just confront somebody? because, seriously, you are just going to make you and your situation a more public one and you're going to end up feeling like the victim even more.  i do think too, that my friend shouldn't have posted the link. she should have just dealt with that on her own. but, whatever it's not my problem. 

i just wonder; is this what social media has come to today, dealing with our issues online? 

just something to ponder about... and i don't mean to hash on those two people. i just think it's interesting.