Sunday, November 30, 2008

11.30.2008. 7.14.

HAPPY LAST DAY OF NOVEMBER. 

i really can't believe it is the last day of november, that means that the end of senior year is slowly approaching and it'll mean 5 more months until graduation; which is shocking. 

i have been debating this in my head for sometime now, and i think this is what it's going to have to be. there is no way that i am going to make up 6 classes online before january 15th. seriously. santa monica or valley is now my only option. i wish i could have worked harder, and yes, i do have another 6 weeks, but it can't get my f's up to c's. right now, my goal is to maintain my grades at least above f's and reach for c's. i really don't have a problem with going to santa monica. and honestly, i feel like that's the best thing for me. i feel like i am giving up, but i know i am being realistic. i don't even know what i want to do with the rest of my life. yes, being a communications major would be tons of fun, but my concern is: is that major something that i can benefit from? 
here are the possible jobs that i could see myself having:
  • being a layout editor or working with layouts for a magazine
  • working for glamour -- in some way
  • being an event planner
  • having mr. thomas' job -- basically being an ASB teacher and planning school events while helping kids learn life long skills
  • a teacher
  • being an assistant to some type of huge company
  • being a pr for an actress or actor
  • just being a mom
  • a baker
  • writing for a news show
yeah. those are some things i could see myself being, but right now, i feel like i just need to focus on school. 

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