11.29.2008. 4.44.

this is so sad. we lost the football game. my very last game as a ND student. the one game that i was hoping to win and dying to play, we lost. and the thing is we lost 24-14. i felt like we weren't as focused as we usually are. i cried. a lot. it's just weird to know that that game was and will always be my last football game. what happened? did the boys eat too much turkey or something? i don't understand. we were better than O Lu. whatever. it will go on. i hope. i feel bad for my friend Tommy. Tommy loved ND football. He played every year, and his passion for the game was endless. now, he probably won't play again, unless he ends up signing with a school. that's the other thing that bugs me too, is that all of the senior boys won't get to prove their worth anymore by playing. their season is done. this makes me so sad, you have no idea. no more yelling in the band. i thought at first that having no more football games would be a bummer and everything and i would be just fine. no crying or anything. i was kind of hoping for one more home football game and the bummer thing too is that if we would have won we would have had a home game against Tesoro. I wanted one more pre-game bbq; one more chance to grasp on to that moment of going back to play for the division championship. but, no.