ahhh

Only about a week until I have to turn in my research paper. Then once that's done, hello end of senior year! I can't believe this year has gone by so fast! I remember last year, this was the time when I was working on my speech for next year and wondering if I would have a date for prom.  Well, one thing hasn't changed.  

As much as I thought that things were going great with Vinnie and I, we both stopped talking to each other.  I thought this would be the chance where I would actually feel like this would work.  But it hasn't.  Wondering when his prom was, because he never told me I decided to check it out on his school's website. It's this weekend! Ahh. I didn't get invited. Which sucks.  Now, I am really wondering who he's taking and I won't know until Easter.  Honestly, I thought things were better. But, apparently not. 

School hasn't been that bright either.  One of my best friends told me that all I can do is talk about myself.  But, looking back on it, I don't know how she got that idea.  But, I trust her, and I'm trying to change that.  The only thing that seems that to be going well is church.  Everything is perfect.  I'm basically itching for summer to come that way NYG will happen and then the LYO convention which I am totally hoping that I get the member at large position. 

Prom. Prom. Prom. Prom.  

I don't know who I want to go with and I don't know if anyone is going to ask me.  I hate not knowing what's going on.  More importantly, I know I have a dress and shoes. But, no date. Most people worry the other way around. I'm just trying my best to finish this darn research paper and then focus on prom and everything else.